"Where did I go wrong?"

On a cliff side
I cry to the wind,
"WHERE DID I GO WRONG?"
I used to be so proud
but now I don't feel as strong.

I've been beaten profusely
and had become addicted to the pain
my dignity bleeds from every pour
leaving a recieding stain.

I surrender to the ground
I look up and mutter to the night,
"What have I done?
Am I in the right?"

I lived in my own world
I was my own person
Now I'm punished for this?
I put myself in isolation

Tears flow from my blood-shot eyes
Pleading with the land
I'm down on my knees
and I cave to the sand

"Where did I go wrong?
I never needed anyone before
So why do I need you?"
I confessed from my core

I'm inflicted with your chaos
I shut my eyes
your image hunts me down pins me to the ground
you're deaf from my cries

I'm driven mad by your absense
"What have I done?"
I crave the blows from you
to show me you've won
I need to be taken from this hysteria
but without it I can't go on
So I give in and
sob and cringe crying,

"Where did I go wrong?"