This horrible nightmare is tearing inside me I'm raging with fear and anger that's welling from a dark hearted pool within I look at you you turn away never to see your gazing eyes Can you ever realize the love one sends you? Gone from your heart am I? like a lost soul in the night You shun me from your side as if a tired lost kitten was scratching you deep in your heart Pleasant memories shattered into pieces with your rock of hatred Never do I want to lose your precious heart of gold Yet your presence is fading into the black cloud ahead